resolute

so it is a new year..with the same resolution..to loose the weight that makes me so unhappy with myself. each year I seem to go heavier into the new year uugg. so...i resove to go to the gym, to start jenny craig, and to stp wimping out with every emotional hard day!! okay so i said it here!!

me

a blank page

okay i have been facinated with the idea of a blog space...now ask me why? my journal sits by my bed with twice a year entries..my blog on my space has not been updated since the summer. yet here I sit wanting a blog spot..okay it is a new year. a new resolution..to get better at journaling, so here we go...I call my spot momma bears place. momma bear is what my almost 20 year calls me. i love the relationship we have. my mom and i struggled in my teen years so i love that he loves me despite my imperfections..and it is my place and i am a momma bear. 5 boys...i need my own spot! I love my boys tho I am amazed by them and they are my heroes..i worry constantly tho..am I doing a good job, will they succeed in life. My hubby and I are low pressure parents I think. I do not want them to win the nobel but I do want them to be good people, stay away from addictions that run in my family. I want them to be happy. so far so good.