wow where did the time go

blizzards,irish pub tours, myrtle beach,chicago for the school nurse convention,austins confirmation,scrapping with friends,justins new band nalani and sarina,tylers bout with bells palsey,morgans plays, me two years cancer free,searching for the right college path for the twins,nook fun,scrapping adventures, the boys jobs, tyler at polo,guy at shoprite,austin at shell, morgan taking odd jobs,its wild and wacky. going to00 fast.

reflections

call it middle age, or just the stresses of the news(oil spills,joblessness) or at home, with business a little too quiet, or friends getting ill,hurt. i lately find myself sad, wondering how i spent so much of my child hood not waiting till i was a grown up, and now at times i feel old and appalled that my life is (if god blesses me with a full life) half over.sometimes i long to be a child again listening more than i did to the wisdoms of my dad, or the young mother with my arm load of babies(so far the most fullfilling time in my life),just wondering when did looking forward turn into looking back. God help me to just look to now and what is. but sometimes life is just scary.

the fall to christmas review

just a few tidbits in the fall i battled hin1 by vaccinting over 200 kids at my school. i went away with my hard core girls to sea isle and it was just the best. these estrogen infusion weekends i just live for. i went scrapping in amish country. went to see mama mia with my church and my theater buff morgan and friend went with me . guy got his lisense.i also have lots of girls at my house as the older 4 are dating. the current girls are lovely they all get along and it is so much fun having them around. they get excited about family things like tree decoarating. i can only hope and pray that this is a foreshadowing of good things to come.