me

a blank page

okay i have been facinated with the idea of a blog space...now ask me why? my journal sits by my bed with twice a year entries..my blog on my space has not been updated since the summer. yet here I sit wanting a blog spot..okay it is a new year. a new resolution..to get better at journaling, so here we go...I call my spot momma bears place. momma bear is what my almost 20 year calls me. i love the relationship we have. my mom and i struggled in my teen years so i love that he loves me despite my imperfections..and it is my place and i am a momma bear. 5 boys...i need my own spot! I love my boys tho I am amazed by them and they are my heroes..i worry constantly tho..am I doing a good job, will they succeed in life. My hubby and I are low pressure parents I think. I do not want them to win the nobel but I do want them to be good people, stay away from addictions that run in my family. I want them to be happy. so far so good.